Its OK to be human.
I am a very positive person and I do my best to live as my higher self. I am a spiritual person, not religious. I am a soul expressed individually as Latisha Robb, and I am in human form on this physical plane.
There are so many things that we have to deal with and overcome both as spirit and as humans.
What the spirit needs to be fed isn't the same "food" that feeds the body.
There is a need for balance.
I listen to all types of music, I go to restaurants, comedy clubs, I have a drink sometimes, I dance, I read at least two spiritual based books at a time, I pray every night, I wake up praying before I open my eyes.
There are moments where you feel weary, worn out, tired, overwhelmed, discouraged, even defeated.
These feelings must be dealt with. God doesn't expect you to not be human. He doesn't expect you not to feel these feelings and emotions. By digesting what these feelings are healthily, we buy the sense necessary to understand that feeling, and to know the joy of the opposite when we are delivered from those feelings.
Just like in the book I read my daughter, The Little Soul and The Sun, there is a conversation about not knowing how to appreciate and really know light without darkness. If all you've ever experienced was light, how could you truly appreciate and know it without experiencing the lack.
So experience on! Learn and embrace all of the specific lessons catered to your growth right at this point in your life.
It is OK to feel. To cry. To empathize. To ache. To long. To yearn. Just don't get stuck in a pity party or in a hole.
Go there, purge, pray, and expect things to get better. That's the cycle and the promise! Its just a "growing pain".
But there must be belief in the EXPECTANCY! I believe the bigger the issue the bigger the blessing. I am a walking witness and example. Read books, like TURN ON THE LIGHTS, and others, and begin to embrace what is truly happening with you and the world as a whole.